Happy Birthday to me

Went to Texas Roadhouse for birthday dinner with fiance, mom, friend and an aunt and uncle. Everybody else was out of town. Food was great. They made me sit on a saddle while they shouted to everyone in the restaurant that it was my birthday. Ugh.

I'm tired of just about everything right now. There's no way I should wake up feeling this way on a Monday. I'm just tired of having this heavy cloud of anxiety over me at all times. I can't get away from it. Wedding planning, a change in jobs and many other things. I hate it.